Annyeonggggg! Im here again with another story of mine! Im going to share my feelings after done watching an English movie based on true story (the movie title was showed in chinese name so i dont know what is the exact name in English) It's about a person(a boy) which suffered from a sickness called Tourette's syndrome since hw was 7 years old. Tourette's syndrome is a neurological disorder characterized by involuntary tics and vocalizations and often the compulsive utterance of obscenities. This disorder made him keep making weird sounds and action. So, he had been discriminated by people until his school headmaster showed him up in front of everyone in school and gave him a chance to talk about his sickness. People probably started to understand his difficult and his teachers and friends no longer see him as a weirdo or freak anymore. But when he grew up, he was facing a new environment and new people too. People refused to recruit him even though his resume was really interesting and had an outstanding result just because of his loyal friend (tourette's syndrome). Being a teacher was his biggest dream and he never gave up on it even though his illness never leave him alone. After all, he managed to be a teacher!!! He found his love either, nothing is impossible! Isn't that inspiring???  

Sometimes anxiety hits me so hard but I realized i definitely will be okay later because i always find ways to make me feel better. Maybe i don't know how to cope with it before, but now i think im so much better and stronger to fight it now! At some times in the past, people called me ugly, black, tigress, mee kolok (because of my natural super curly hairs)HAAHAHA ! Everytime i heard about it, i might look calm but im died inside. I feel like wannabe invisible so that no one would notice me in this world. Maybe because of those 'inspiring' words, i tried many new things, like straightening my hairs in saloon, makeup, dressing up etc. Thank you so much :) Yep it is not easy to deal with criticism but there is only one thing i always reminding myself: If i continue to let myself down, nothing gonna change and i only remain the same me. No! I won't let it work! So, now normally i will search for positives vibes like reading quote, book, watching a movie, doing workout and so on just to let myself feel better! I know i am not perfect, im just a human being that full of flaws like anyone would say so. Therefore, flaws can be changed! I always believe in it. I never losing hope to make myself more alive i mean being more confident. I am that girl who thinking herself is ugly and always wanted to be like somebody else. Yeah! I never deny about it tho. But but but now I know how to control myself stop thinking nonsense and get myself a life! During these recent years, I started to playing with makeup more seriously and yeahhhhh i can be pretty either but in the same time i accept the truth that im actually not pretty (without makeup). Makeup is fun and interesting that can made my day :D Btw, one day, i surely will go for micro plastic surgery because i always wanted to be more confident hahahah. Im not afraid to let people know what im going to do because that is my dream and how i wanna be better  =) I also wanted a toned body even i did some home workouts now but i think that are not enough, ahhhh there are so many things i wanna fulfill em.  

One fine day, i will just like the boy in the movie, be able to achieve for what he aimed for. Have faith and keep it up !!!

Story behind a teacher trainee.

          Hi there? It has been a while since the last time I updated my blog. I knew that I'm not such an active blogger and it takes a decade for me to write a new post *looool* 

          So, I am here now! With my long lost passion about writing and blogging. I get my ass here to share stories, experiences, tips and so on. Let start with my personal story about "future career".                   

          FYI, i am now a teacher trainee. I am still in my way to graduate as a degree student in my major study, Early Childhood Education and also my minor study, Science.

          First of all, Im gonna tell you guys that teacher is not my first choice but it was my "forced" choice. hahaha okay, I never think to be a teacher and I told my friends that I absolutely never be a teacher/educator. Because at that time, I was so fed up with my form 4 & form 5 school life. Some teachers seemed already gave up on us(not including the smart students). I was really weak in certain subjects and I was not receiving any motivations during that time. SO, im like just let it be until the spm exam was really really around the corner I started to study the whole things. And yeaaa, my spm result was not that "dope". 

          After ended my good old school days, I started to work in my aunt's kopitiam, from doing the the washing jobs until a waitress to get my personal income. Those money were enough for me to afford what I want. p.s: i used to be a crazy online shopper. I really adore fashion and clothes. I realized to be a fashion designer is my biggest dream. I told my dad about it he disagreed with me. Nothing that i could do to make him supporting me to do what i like as i knew my dad's personality really well. I decided to follow his will. 

          Before I am a teacher trainee, I was in Kuching polytechnic, taking my chemical engineering in diploma. After three days at there, I got a news that I passed the interview and I had to register myself at Institut Pendidikan Guru Kampus Sulatan Abdul Halim (IPSAH) which is located at Sg.Petani, Kedah. The moment when I acknowledged about it I was like OMG, that was so far from my hometown as I lived in Lundu,Sarawak. First thing came up in my mind was distance then to be a teacher was the second issue and lastly my friends.  I really really don't want to go there. In the end, with all the tears and mixed feelings, I still gotta leave because that was my dad's will. But I'm so damn lucky that one of my best friends will go further study with me at the same institution. At least I knew that I am not alone when I am in a totally new and strange place :')

          Okay. My new life at another place started on 25 June 2014. We arrived at Penang Airport and headed to our hotel at Sg, Petani one day before the registration day. *the taxi driver thought we are thais since we spoke in our place's Hakka along the route hahaha* 

          Since that day until today, I already have been stayed at IPSAH about 2 years. *i did go home twice per year.* I am going to tell you guys that actually I am not regret for anything. *but sometimes i did when I'm frustrated hahaha its normal i think* But overall yes, I am glad to be here, IPSAH. I have learnt a lot of things. I gained so many knowledge from friends, seniors and lecturers. You know as a teacher is all about must master in everything. *This is how societies see us but the truth is we are not master in everything we just need to keep on learning and never stop learning* "Education is a continuous learning process." I think this statement is the best to explain to the societies. You can master in one or two subjects but its nothing when you compared with all the attainable knowledge in this world.

          On the other hand, i also learnt how to socialize with other races and of course knowing their cultural is one my biggest interest too. Cultural shock almost happened all the time but we still accept it and respect each other. I can say that I basically did not have any issues living in this place but it does not mean that I have not been thin and thick over here. Yes, it is normal. You still can fight over the bad days and deserve the good days after that. 

          In addition, traveling and visiting the places around west malaysia becomes my goal when school holidays come. In these two years, i visited Penang, Perak, Selangor, Negeri Sembilan and Melaka. And I wish more to go for the next 3 years. Although my money is limited but still go for it as long as i could. 

        Next, even though our timetable is super duper pack. I still can find time to exercise, sleep and do whatever I like except during assignment and exam weeks yah gahagahgah XD I enjoyed every moment and every single day most of the time. Being a teacher is not easy as what traditional minded people think, not only must good in knowledge but also physical and mental. But I think teaching would be the best part which is we have not experience it officially but i am looking forward it. Since I am studying my major in early childhood edu so the kids between 0-8y/o will be my students in future. I personally like kids but still an unknown in future when I really have chance to deal with them. HAHAHA. Don't worry, I would not hate them la maybe just will be crazy to think how to cope with them hahaha. 

          Lastly, life is always cannot escape with what you don't like/want but when you got what you dislike it also can turn out amazing surprisingly! :) If you have a great passion to become a educator. Go ahead then. Educate the young generation not only with knowledge but moral values either especially in humanity so that they can make our earth a better place. 

         

Practices that will reduce the amount of time needed for study and the degree of long-term memory formation.

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真的真的真的不要死背所有东西了，不但没有意义而且还浪费时间...
死背这招真的不要乱乱尝试，后悔莫及啊。。
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我保证你读完后一定会让你感受到什么是一“读”点醒梦中人！！！哈哈哈
如果发现到自己的学习方式错了就真的是时候及时纠正了。

IT IS NEVER TOO LATE TO CORRECT YOUR MISTAKE. 

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Certain practices will reduce the amount of time needed for study and the degree of long-term memory formation. These include:

• Don't procrastinate. Do it now!

• Organize the information in ways that make sense (outlines, concept maps)

• Identify what needs to be memorized and what does not.

• Focus. Do not multi-task. No music, cell phones, TV or radio, or distractions of any                    kind.

• Association the new with things you already know.

• Associate words with mental images and link images to locations, or in story chains

• Think hard about the information, in different contexts

• Study small chunks of material, in short intervals. Then take a mental break.

• Say out loud what you are trying to remember.

• Practice soon after learning and frequently thereafter at spaced intervals.

• Explain what you are learning to somebody else. Work with study groups later.

• Self-test. Don't just "look over" the material. Truly engage with it.

• Never, never, ever CRAM!

第一次 . First Time

我很久很久没来这里更新了 难得今天愿意更新这里 哈哈

昨晚不懂为什么很想看电影 所以就随便找找一部电影来看 

结果我找到啦 电影的名字是"第一次" 半夜看电影我最喜欢 因为看到哭 没人听见嘛 哈哈

看电影的名字觉得应该会是很浪漫 有好结局的电影

哪里知道我错了 是超级无敌浪漫 BUT女主角死了 结局哭死我 （飙泪

我不喜欢 不过她是因病才死的 不过她愿望也完成了 （哭

女主角是Angelababy 她很漂亮 男主角是赵又廷 就是之前拍过痞子英雄的那位帅哥 哈哈

这部电影真的很感人咯 我鼻涕眼泪通通流了（恶心 哈哈

还没看的就去看吧 真的很好看 很赞啦 我没骗你们 反正骗你们也没钱赚的咯 哈哈

惨 不知道要写什么了 = = 就这样而已吧 

更新完毕 哈哈！ :P

5/27/2012 :)

5/27/2012
#Lovely Sunday
The date of this blog created :)
Hello peeps,
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Thanks a lot :)
Im now creating this new blog because there is something wrong to my old blog :(
*ANNOYING
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